And now, the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
Everything had been a blur. Screams and shouts and moving figures. A light as impossibly bright as she had ever seen. A darkness as deep as shadows that hide in the void. She remembered the sting of tears in her eyes. She remembered the sting of something else, a sharp pain and a heavy warmth. She remembered the dull ache of her heard and the feeling of the pit in her stomach. Everything blurred all together at once. It mixed and mingled with echoed space and memories of a past she had long forgotten. How had she managed to forget so much?
It was a gentle hand on her shoulder, the warmth of a hand in her own that pulled her back to reality.
My friend, I’ll say it clear
I’ll state my case, of which I’m certain
Sarah’s eyes came into focus on another woman, maybe around her age. An old burn scar covered maybe half of her dark face, but she wore a gentle smile regardless. Sarah blinked a few times. The world around them was grey and featureless.
“Oh, good, you’re okay,” said the mystery woman. She helped Sarah to stand up and then tucked a strand of curly hair behind her ear. Sarah looked down at herself; okay didn’t sound like it was quite the right word. She didn’t notice anything out of place, however.
“Yeah, hi,” Sarah managed. She kept looking around, trying to get a better sense for where they are. She was trying to get a better sense of what had led her here. “Sorry, where are we?”
The woman lost her smile. “Give it a minute,” she said.
When she let go of Sarah the echoes came back; and everything fell into place.
I’ve lived a life that’s full
I traveled each and every highway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way
Her memories felt jumbled; a combination of separate timelines converging on a singular moment. In one, there had been an emergency. She was trapped with another. Something happened. She put herself in the way of tragedy. In another, she was a warrior in an armored dress. She stood, spear in hand, in the dark dank of the underground. Before her was an inky darkness that swallowed what little light she had brought with. Behind her was a frightened girl. She told the girl to run. Each memory faded into grey, and the world around her came back into focus.
“I take it I’ve met an ending,” Sarah said quietly.
The woman nodded and offered an, “I’m sorry.”
Sarah shook her head. “It’s inescapable. I’ll be fine. But,” she took a look around the endless grey expanse, “where am I?”
“Oh,” said the woman. “I’m sorry, I’ve been working on getting you out of here.”
Sarah smirked. “That would mean more if I knew where here is.”
“Do you remember Melissa?” asked the woman.
Regrets, I’ve had a few
But then again, too few to mention
Sarah and Melissa had met in Sunday School. The younger girl was small and shy. She had lost her parents in a fire. Melissa had never much cared to speak with anyone. She kept to herself, hidden away in quiet corners with a small box of crayons. The only thing, Sarah noticed, that seemed to get her attention was the mention of angels. That’s what Sarah used to get to know her better. She’d bring pictures of angels based on the little information that the bible presented. She’d talk, at length, about what she knew from her time spent in the church. It took some time, but eventually Melissa opened up. The two were inseparable after that.
Melissa was a shadow at Sarah’s heels; never far behind when the two were in the same place. Years passed and the two grew up together like sisters long lost to time. By the time the accident rolled around, they both knew it was something else, but neither was bold enough to say anything.
“That’s right, the accident!” Sarah exclaimed. She looked at her reaper with some desperation. A pulse rang through the grey expanse. “Melissa, she was…is she?” Sarah couldn’t find words but she could feel the familiar hot sting of tears on her cheeks. She was already so prepared for the worst. She could meet her own end, but the whole point of what she did would be lost if anything had happened to-
“She’s fine,” said the woman. She laid a gentle hand on Sarah’s shoulder.