Hana took a deep breath, then took her
first steps into the crowded room. She pictured the masses of people
pausing in their reverie and parting to allow her to pass. She
pictured a long and silent procession as she walked with grace and
poise towards her new Mistress.
That didn’t happen.
The crowds paid her no mind and she was
forced to find breaks and spaces between them in order to cross the
room. She nearly bumped into a few guests who had moved, at the last
second, into her path. When she finally broke free of the crowd, she
squared her shoulders and looked down at the young girl. Her hand was
grasping at her Uncle’s robes as she stared up at Hana. She was so
small.
“Mayumi, I would like you to meet
Hana,” Rokuji said, gesturing to her. Hana bowed. Mayumi bowed her
head.
“It is wonderful to meet you, Miss,” Hana lied. She
hadn’t wanted this. She’d no idea what she was meant to do; this girl
was still so young. Was she even old enough for Hana to teach her?
Mayumi reached out towards Hana,
gesturing to her hands. She obliged, and Mayumi took a hand into her
own. She traced Hana’s arm with her eyes, pausing on each perfect
blue bow. Mayumi smiled.
“You bought me a friend,” she
said.
Rokuji chuckled, placing a hand on Mayumi’s head. He tried
to explain, “more than that.” He paused and Hana watched him chew
lightly on the inside of his cheek while he thought. He found the
words he was looking for, “Mayumi, it is tradition that when a
child comes of age they are given a companion to help bring them into
adulthood.”
Hana found it hard to believe that
Mayumi still appeared to be confused; her house had a reputation
across Creation for its hedonistic ways. House Cynis owned many
brothels all over the land and the name was common on the tongues of
even quiet slaves. Could they really have sheltered her from all of
their activities?
Without letting the confused silence linger,
Hana spoke up, “like kissing,” she said.
“Oh!” Mayumi pulled a hand up over
her open mouth; she was blushing. The corner of Hana’s mouth
twitched. Rokuji chuckled. Hana watched Mayumi give her uncle another
hug. The young girl looked up at Hana again with a broad smile.
“Can
that wait, Hana? I think we should just enjoy the party! Do you like
cake?”
Hana had almost forgotten about this
massive house as her prison. Mayumi and Rokuji had welcomed her into
the party like another guest; even if other party goers would only
cast her sideways glances and predatory stares. But here, in the dark
quiet of Mayumi’s massive bedroom, she was reminded that this was her
destiny for as long as someone else held her papers.
“My bed is very large,” Mayumi
said, pulling Hana over by a hand. Her touch was delicate. “You can
sleep in it with me.”
That’s the idea, Hana
thought. Mayumi hopped up onto the bed; she was blushing again.
“My…cousins,
talked to me about…kissing and things,” she managed to stammer
out. Her nervousness was rather adorable. She sat there, trying
almost desperately to smooth out the non-existent wrinkles in her
dress.
Hana
quirked an eyebrow. “Does this mean you think you’re ready for your
first lesson?” she asked.
Mayumi
nodded slowly.
Hana’s
face remained stoic even as she approached. “Your first lesson is
boundaries and assertiveness,” she said. She reached the edge of
the bed and looked into Mayumi’s chestnut eyes. “There is a lot
involved in the art of sensuality, in the physicality of love.” She
approached it all the way she approached anything; with logic and
forward thinking. Hana placed a hand on the soft sheets and loomed
over Mayumi.
She continued, “but knowing what you’re comfortable
with, and telling whoever else is involved is key.”
“I…I
don’t…”
Hana
locked eyes with Mayumi and spoke softly, “if you ever feel
uncomfortable, all you ever have to do is tell me to stop.”
A
careful pause.
Hana
was uncomfortable, but that didn’t really matter. She had a duty to
perform or she would never earn her freedom. She had a job to do and
she was going to suffer through and do it. She closed the gap between
them and brought her lips over Mayumi’s, their breath mingling for a
swift second before the girl cried out, “stop!”
Hana
pulled back. Mayumi’s lips were quivering at the corners, her hands
gripping the sheets like their release could cause her to fall
through the ceiling. Once Hana had pulled far enough back, Mayumi
pulled her knees closer; a tiny ball of nervousness.
Hana
bowed, unable to hide a relieved and satisfied smile. “As you wish,
Lady Cynis,” she said. When she looked back up, Mayumi hadn’t
moved. The girl looked on the brink of tears.
Hana’s
smile faded; the poor girl. She adjusted her glasses and considered
trying to lay a hand on the girl’s shoulder to console her, but
decided against it.
“Lady Cynis?” she asked. Mayumi looked up
at her and blinked away tears.
“Could
I get you a cup of chamomile tea?”