If it hadn’t been for Scr’th and the gracious pot of tea from the Vit-riders Ve wasn’t sure if she would have had enough concentration to fight against the mounting fever and chills. She’d been sick before, but even now she could tell this was unlike what her people were used to.
The moment to breathe let her check her vitals. Other than the moisture condensing on her chitin there was no sign of waxy residue or dry flaking. She thanked the stars she wasn’t in molting season. She took another sip of tea; it was bitter and dark. She knew they wouldn’t let her poison herself, but it was the best approach she had to killing whatever had gotten into her system. She at least knew she could survive poison.
Something, like invisible strands, pulled her thoughts to the foggy planet floor.
She shook her head and trilled, trying to regain focus. She spread her wings. She felt cold, but she knew she had to be overheating. The Vit-riders had given her a table with familiar tools, apparently unused for years. They would have to do. The Vit-riders had mentioned the pulls to the fog. She would need to buy herself time. Her friends had left to try and help. She couldn’t foil their efforts by falling to one who takes but does not give.
Sedatives had been her specialty.
When she had been studying back on Nuni she had researched sedatives that would be safe for extended spaceflight. She would need it, at best, to last. She would need it, at worst, to keep her unconscious if they needed to crack into her head to remove the parasite. She was glad she kept her medical tools on her. She only hoped she could keep her wits to use the needle on herself. While she was sure that the apparati of the Vit-riders could do something as simple as stabbing her soft bits with a needle, she didn’t want to subject them to that.
They had suffered so much already. She had to help them.
They had records of the previous Falora. They were hard to watch. When one suffers, the whole suffers. Her heart ached and she wondered briefly if that was the parasite or simply the pain of watching her people fall victim to this wretched disease. She let herself believe the latter. The videos themselves were very informative, particularly if one had spent much of their life studying dangerous diseases and pandemics. Even so, Ve found her mind wandering.
If all of this was true she could never go home.
She’d never pass inspection at Moon Base and she could bring in a disease that would destroy her people. The Vitroxians would be left utterly alone and they would wither and rot. Even if she were to die in space, a possibility she had been prepared for upon leaving, her body could not be returned home. She couldn’t return to the cycle. She would be an end to the circle. Her antennae curled close. Her wings faltered. And then…
Something in the vid caught her eye.
She perked up and replayed it. Perhaps…
Excuse me, she turned to the Vit-riders who had been watching her from varied distances. I don’t suppose you have any remains of the ended?
The Vit-riders spoke among themselves before giving their answer.
We don’t want to lose another.
Falora can’t cry but she understood the sentiment. Perhaps there was a chance. There had to be something.